Hi
@dogslife
I like to think once we get over the scores on the doors and the enjoyable daily chit chat, the very essence of the site, & this thread in particular is for just such a purpose .
Talking it out to others who might understand, very underrated & extremely cathartic .
So sorry to hear how poorly you have been treated and of course that leading on to making you worrying so much.
Not acceptable.
Good to hear a later post, that You may be getting much needed help .
Hope the tide turns and results begin to show better numbers & control for you.
Take care x