An early post from me, because I am steering clear of the Internet, daytime hours, today.
I overdid it first thing yesterday. Sun was out. I went in front garden first thing. With my sharp secateurs. I was just cutting back some Ivy, nothing heavy. I enjoyed being in the sun doing that...
I only intended spending 10 to 15 minutes out there. But I spent 25 minutes. It was really light work that I was doing. However, as soon as I came in, I knew I had seriously overdone it. Basically I had done nothing, there was no exertion. I went to bed and I was asleep for the next couple of hours...
How on earth can I maintain everything when this is as much effort as I can put into something?
My HRV etc was way too low this morning. I only slept an hour last night and my Fbg was 9.1 ( but I was awake anyway) And basically, I was told by the app to seriously pace myself today.
I couldn't even get the recycle out last night, so I had to go out very early in the dark to get it out this morning.
Two trips.
But up the road by the doggy poo bin was like that flashing red light on the rear of a cycle. Second trip out to bring the rest of the rubbish out five minutes later.. and that rear red cycle light was still flashing. So I looked towards it. And whatever person was there turned (presumably a bicycle) the front headlamp into my direction.
Stupid girl, I said to myself, they've been there at least 10 minutes in the pitch black dark. They have seen me with my beanie headlamp.No good will come of this. Get in....
The wagon for the recycle comes at 7 am so I had to get the stuff out in the dark. But this was 5 am I was getting the recycle out. I knew I might fall asleep later.
The Sun will be out first thing this morning, and where will I be? In the front garden with my secateurs... but five minutes, I will set a timer.
Just trying for today, a day off screens in day time....
Badger Willow & Cat Merlin
Instagram
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DFbYcXGoSNm/?igsh=MXNzeThxd3ZnN2pyOA==
TikTok same vid
https://vm.tiktok.com/ZGdDhmgdP/
Creative....is my jar of hand cream. When I put it down, I realised the light was shining through, and it looked like a groove of trees.
Have a good day.
Take care.
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