Hi, @Frannon18, and best wishes for a happy Christmas Eve. You have already received great replies from @HarrisonK and @jjraak , and I can only add that you are not alone, in any aspect of your situation. One thing most of us have in common here is diabetes, but I imagine most of us are also dealing with other issues as well. IMO you are fortunate to be in the age of the World Wide Web, where you can reach out, not only on a diabetes BB, but also, as @HarrisonK said, to your MP and to other people at various agencies who can help you. For much of my life so far there was no Internet, and no way to get in touch with other people who might have the same experiences, nor were there as many diagnoses for different conditions as there are now. (No, I'm not ancient! But I was in my 40s before I got a diagnosis of the central condition that had been behind most of my difficulties). I hope that you will get in touch with some of the people in your area who can give you helpful information. And some of the other forums here on this BB too.