Thanks @Muddy Cyclist for the compliments.The creativity is wonderful I totally agree with how absorbing the putting paint on to a blank canvas can be. Agree with you about pan paints, I try only to use mine for sketch book watercolours as the colour so easily gets lost in the paper, I always use tubes with good pigment for my 'proper' watercolour painting. Nice art again @gennepher
Thank you @Krystyna23040@Cumberland and @gennepher I really admire the way you are coping with your issues.
Aw, so sorry to hear this@Cumberland. You have always been such a positive person and so kind and supportive to others on this forum. I sincerely hope 'you can get the help you deserve. Take care.
I’m so sorry for my very late reply to your post and sorry to read about your dreadful neuropathy and I sympathise with you @gennepher
I don’t kick the wall but I do stamp my feet as hard as I can and when the pain gets a really bad I swear ( in my thoughts) I mean I use awful words inside my mind.
I’ve tried Duloxatine, Amitriptilene, Gabapentin, Pregabalin all to no avail
What have you tried?
It’s making me feel miserable and it’s sad that I kind of accept it.
I feel so fed up and that’s a bit of an understatement
Unless you experience this dreadful condition then you have no idea how debilitating and painful this actually is.
Reading about the person you mentioned having their feet amputated yet still experiencing pain is for me totally soul destroying
I’m desperate for change but don’t see it happening
OMG don’t I sound hopeless, sorry
I’m seeing a psychiatrist because I’m so down in the dumps
6.2 this morning.
My nurse was very good yesterday as we went thru' my COPD and T2 checkups. Very different from the last nurse as she is a big supporter of LCHF and wanted to see all my blood sugar results on my app. Won't get my HbAc1 results for a week or so but my breathing seems to have held its own since last year.
Today I'm back to see my doc as we begin the exploration of post-polio syndrome and other fun things.
I woke up today thinking about the journey, I've been planetside for 24,033 days inclusive and that's a lot of 'moments' that I can still recall. For nearly 2,000 of those days I was paralysed but I'm sure I spent many more being in love with someone. Hopefully, I spent less time being angry or frustrated with my journey than I did finding bliss in a sunrise or weeping for no other reason than I was happy.
In each of those days, I believed my 'lot' was a permanence defined by the seconds ticking by and it is only in looking back that we see how temporary our situations can be.
Well, for me at least, enjoy your day![]()
Good morning @jjraak. Not sure about "eloquently" but it was from the heart.Not much to add when @dogslife says it all and so eloquently.
And sorry is NOT a word we need from you or anyone else on here, when one of us is struggling..![]()
moan away, @Cumberland .., if nothing else it concentrates your mind,
and just maybe gives you the release to vent, that you may not feel able around those you love.*
*Been there, Done that, ..bottling it up not good for one.
best wishes fella.
know we are all rooting for you.
Thanks @Muddy Cyclist for the compliments.
I am going to try and find different papers to see what difference they make with the pan paints.
About the feet, I don't believe the medical profession helps us enough with them. By that I mean I was told my pulse in my feet was poor when I was diagnosed with diabetes (which with hindsight I am sure was there for some years before), and that it could only get worse. But no other advice. I can't walk or cycle like you can, but I wasn't accepting their prognosis. So I simply exercised my feet by moving them constantly as I am sitting down, pressing one foot on the other etc (I am doing that now), and in the spring I will then be swinging using my feet on the ground with my thatched swing. I now have a better pulse rate in my feet. It has got stronger.
You have a good day.
aw massive hugs to @Cumberland and @gennepher you are both in my prayers xI’m so sorry for my very late reply to your post and sorry to read about your dreadful neuropathy and I sympathise with you @gennepher
I don’t kick the wall but I do stamp my feet as hard as I can and when the pain gets a really bad I swear ( in my thoughts) I mean I use awful words inside my mind.
I’ve tried Duloxatine, Amitriptilene, Gabapentin, Pregabalin all to no avail
What have you tried?
It’s making me feel miserable and it’s sad that I kind of accept it.
I feel so fed up and that’s a bit of an understatement
Unless you experience this dreadful condition then you have no idea how debilitating and painful this actually is.
Reading about the person you mentioned having their feet amputated yet still experiencing pain is for me totally soul destroying
I’m desperate for change but don’t see it happening
OMG don’t I sound hopeless, sorry
I’m seeing a psychiatrist because I’m so down in the dumps
With the Utmost of respect @gennepher
and not to trivialise your situation...
BUT...IF you was a Truck....You'd be aToyota,
And NOT just ANY Toyota..OH NO...
You'd be a Toyota Hi-lux...your pretty much indestructible., as well
**for those not familiar with top gear, they do stoopid things,..in this Kill a Car/truck
and this was the last episode (#3) after driving the car into impossible places and treating it abysmally
AND always being defeated, this was their last attempt to kill it..
@gennepher i take my hat off to you, for the way you just handle life...Bravo
3.8 @ 6.30am
We had a sprinkling of snow, literally a sprinkle it’s very pretty in the sunshine.
B
Oh no @Cumberland.I’m so sorry for my very late reply to your post and sorry to read about your dreadful neuropathy and I sympathise with you @gennepher
I don’t kick the wall but I do stamp my feet as hard as I can and when the pain gets a really bad I swear ( in my thoughts) I mean I use awful words inside my mind.
I’ve tried Duloxatine, Amitriptilene, Gabapentin, Pregabalin all to no avail
What have you tried?
It’s making me feel miserable and it’s sad that I kind of accept it.
I feel so fed up and that’s a bit of an understatement
Unless you experience this dreadful condition then you have no idea how debilitating and painful this actually is.
Reading about the person you mentioned having their feet amputated yet still experiencing pain is for me totally soul destroying
I’m desperate for change but don’t see it happening
OMG don’t I sound hopeless, sorry
I’m seeing a psychiatrist because I’m so down in the dumps
Back from the docs and after much deliberation and sticking pins in me he has decided that I need an MRI on my spine before proceeding. I did warn him that I have an alien implant in my head from when I was abducted but he said he'd known me long enough to not fall for that one. Oh well.
Just have to sit and wait on the NHS now for a date.
(I am worried about this implant though)
You think they'd just Mind Meld with you and avoid the MRI (:***: ) issues
where's a Spock when we really need one..
gave a funny cos it was...my wavelength entirely
but a hug too for the hassle and process time.
God speed it comes around quickly.
ps, my visit i asked nurse how long before i need the next booster/jab.
"Oh this one lasts 25 years...a lifetime.."
( ...Cough, splutter...scuse ME..a LIFETIME.. 25 years .)
i guess she'd know, she's read my notes.
was rather looking forward to THAT telegram..oh well..<lip trembles slightly >
still... nice to have a time frame.i suppose..![]()
Getting there Krystyna...felt so awful for most of the last week not quite there yet but on the way...thank youso pleased to hear that you are feeling a lot better today - hopefully the lurgy is on the way out.